Lonliness

I've found a new kind of loneliness I never knew before
I sit in the silence staring at the door
Hoping it would open and in he'd walk,
Gently my hand he would take
And point at the wall to the clock
Whispering "it was a nightmare, now you're awake"
He would hold me in his arms so tight
And kiss me the way that feels just right
Our love would grow we would be happy and free
But sadly, that's not how it ended for me
I woke up to find the dream was real
All my hopes and dreams were a done deal