the sun is shining bright today
but inside my depression colors it gray
i am worn out, tired and weary
i feel empty, alone and dreary
will there ever be come a day
that I don't so often feel this way?
i have so much to be thankful for
why is it that I always want more?
i have love, but I want romance
i long to laugh and sing and dance
it seems the only excitement i can find
is lived within my imaginative mind
but life is not suppose to be fun
that's what I hear from everyone
so i feel down and lonely and sad
disappointed in myself, utterly mad
i don't know contentment or joy
unless i'm being pursued by some boy?
i want things to be like they were before
when i had so many men at my door
its an addiction they say "you have to submit"
and I guess I haven't cause i feel like shit
i have a man who is good and true
why can't i just be happy, not blue
i make myself sick when I look in the mirror
because its so obvious, it couldn’t be clearer
a girl that though sex and love were the same
who ended up living most of her life in shame
so i sit inside on a sunny day
sleeping and crying my time away
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